2002-12-18 | LOVE SPURTS

Today is the last day for life as I know it.

Tonight will be the start of the next chapter.

I get on the plane to Phoenix at about 3:30, get there about an hour later, then I'll arrive in Tucson at about 7:30.

Stephanie will be there with open arms like Journey.

I'm sick, so I might tell her not to kiss me, but she probably will want to anyway. Then we'll have to nurse each other back to health for the next couple of days.

Her dad is being amazing. He's helping her get all kinds of stuff together. I don't know exactly what. She wants to sort of surprise me. I'm overwhelmed with his generosity.

And Stephanie is just too good to me. She's running around all over Tucson to make sure I'm comfortable when I get there.

I'm still nervous about meeting her parents on Christmas day, but I'm sure it will be quick and painless, and it'll all work out in the long run.

I think I have everything done. I just have to pack like one or two more tiny things.

Yesterday I walked over to the mail box place, and put the ugliest package ever in the mail for Mr. Ryan. It looks like a football who was injured in Vietnam, and was patched up with tape, after having it's laces amputated.

What can I say? I'm staying in a bachelor pad, and I'm in the process of moving...there isn't a surplus of boxes and packing material hanging around in a place like this.

After that I went to the bank and closed my account.

Then I went to get two sandwiches from Quiznos. Meatball-Brunch Turkey-Linner?...

Then I slept from noon to 4 pm.

Then later that evening I instant messaged Stephanie for maybe the last time ever.

It's surreal.

We never have to have a shitty long distance phone connection conversation again.

Next time you read this diary (all 4 of you) I'll be on Arizona time. Craziness.

Wish me luck as I embark on my next journey.

Wow, I mentioned "Journey" twice in this entry. See how lame love makes you?

I wouldn't want it any other way.

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