2002-06-06 | ALCOHOLICS OBNOXIOUSNESS

One of the hundreds of songs I wrote after having my heart broken for the first time, back in like '95.

I used to drink alot more before I was 21. It bores me now. I hardly ever do it. I got tired of waking up feeling like shit all the time, and getting to work late, and not being able to get any work done.

I'm not preaching.

I'm just kind of over it, myself. I'm not the type of guy who is succeptible to addiction of anykind. It doesn't seem like it. (except food, and buying cd's) I'm lucky, I guess.

I can't get addicted to cigarettes (i woulda been by now, if i could), and I know I'm not anything close to an alcoholic. It makes things easier. I don't have to fight any kind of feeling. Plus I don't really like the taste of beer anymore. And hard liquor makes me sick now. I used to drink it like Coca-Cola. If only I could kick that stuff. And cheeseburgers.

Anyways, here's one of my lame ol' songs.

"DRINK AWAY THE LIES"

I like to drink away the lies sometimes

sometimes I drink away the pain inside

It's the only thing that helps at times

I get real plastered, and wonder how I let you go

I tank a 40 ounce of ale

and then I chase it with some downers

You make me feel like such a snail

you're gone again, on some mysterious business out-of-towner

Remember-what we had was good

I'm ashamed to be seen in my own neighborhood

Now all I have left is my hand

and even he doesn't understand

Stop making dumb excuses

I've given up believing

I find it so amusing

how you can live with yourself

I'm going to go outside

and make a vow to the stars

That I will be okay

I have my own self wealth

- premature ejaculation | tantra +