2002-05-19 | EVEN IF IT'S JEFF BUCKLEY IN THE DARK

circa: 1998 or 1999-- Bend, OR

"JEFF BUCKLEY IN THE DARK"

how dumb could you be, girl?

You asked me to come back

How can you let me touch you like I did

Then tell me you don't want me back

Don't contradict yourself

Don't give me that look when my tongue touches skin

Then the next day look at me like I'm Hitlers kin

How could you tell me you love me, just because I bought you a book?

Give me your famous "I don't know" innocent look

You said I was your "favorite"

favorite what?

Was it really for the money, or what?

Like the "other Jon" said?

Forget that fucker, and get help for your head

How idiotic could you have been back then?

Do you realize the things I had planned for you?

for you

Everything for you (what a waste)

Do you even remember all I did for you?

I remember the way that you taste and smell

Do you know I still fucking smell you??? After all three fucking years??!!

All that wasted emotion, used up all my tears

I need your lips back

Bite me again

The glow around me has gone dim

My heart still beats for you

Tell me I'm not stupid

I'm going to wait 'til I'm ready

And take you on Montell or Sally

So many heartbreaks, it's hard to keep tally

I've met many since our split, but none like you--

Who have kept my light lit

Light me up again, give me a spark

I'm tired of listening to Jeff Buckley in the dark

Let me hold you once more, and slide my hands slowly against your heavenly body

Forget the past

You know it'll last

You'll feel fulfilled, if you pursue your future endeavors with me

I love you, but I will not stand for another ounce of pain

But I will stand with you in the pouring rain

And kiss away everything that's wrong with your life

And fill you with nothing but promise and pride

I'll take you to whatever level you want, as long as you are my equal

Don't touch another soul

Save it for the one, the one and only one, the only one who has ever fulfilled your soul, like I do

And you know I do

...Or be stuck with nothingness

Emptiness

For the rest of your incomplete life

Only I understand you

Only I can match your mind

Only I am you

Without me you're not you

Without you I'm not me

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