2002-05-20 | GREEN LIKE TOM, AND THE ALGAE ON THE ADAM BOMB (sorry, i had a beck moment)

life is good

but has it been all along

maybe it would

if i had been a little more strong

i whined through some moments

where i should've just focused

i've received my monthly bonus

but in large i still feel unnoticed

i'm still upset by little things

but i'm in awe of what happiness can bring

my life has changed so much

i'm not afraid of being touched

i don't get angry and bark at the moon

i just get sad, because I won't be there THAT soon

but I'm lucky to be able to go there at all

now that i've risen, i have no time to fall

the odds were against me being a success

but it makes more sense, the more i clean up my mess

it's nice to dream

because when it happens they say you had vision

it's not as bad as it seems

wait 'til something good comes along, before you make an important decision

you shouldn't get caught up in the everyday shit

you should spice up everything with one ounce of your wit

you should shut down when you hear or feel the negative

you should use the thought of your future, as a sedative

i feel my life changing

and there's so much more construction to be done today

calmly, and strangely

i feel like i can send the destruction crew on their way

i don't know if i'll ever be without frustration

but now i feel exposed, no longer a slimy crustacean

i don't live in my shell

i smashed it off my back

all is not well

but most of it is in the black

there's only room for improvement, for once

i used to have to make the most of what i had

now i have more then i ever thought i would want

if only i could introduce her to my dad

- premature ejaculation | tantra +