2002-05-06 | OREGONAMI

A song i wrote after the first face to face meeting with Anna (read the previous entry for more info)

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you understand alot about me (already, and so soon)

but there's so much you don't get

maybe it's just me

maybe it's just too early to tell yet

i could write a whole song about this situation

and that's exactly what i aim to do

there's so much i wanna tell you, but why?-

i've only seen you one time

she could be what i need

she makes me comfortable like my house

i could be what she needs

she could use me around the house

our conversations have no limits

the ending is just as fresh as the start

no one really wants to finish

for me, having to end at all, is the hardest part

i may be a genius, but you don't have a clue

i must be an idiot for falling for you

you think you're so perfect, but you fail to see

the one thing you might be missing is me

i don't know what to say sometimes

i just look at you and think

i have so much doubt in between my internal sighs

it's so exciting to think you might be on the brink

then there's the signals-always crossed

and i'm not good at decoding

it's so depressing to think that you lost

what's worse? that, or not even knowing?

(by the way...she did move to Portland. Who knew?)

- premature ejaculation | tantra +