2002-04-03 | I HAVE A FACE FOR TV, BUT A BODY FOR RADIO

I felt like a mini-celebrity the other day.

Sometimes right before I go home from work, there's this really peaceful show that I listen to on am radio. It's a nice way to wind down the day. It's called "The Gusto Files", and it's hosted by this Scottish lady named "Jo McGary". She talks about "living life with gusto", but sometimes she has little pet peeves that she talks about, that she just has to get off her chest.

On this particular day, she was talking about waiting for parking. She was talking about how people will get in their cars and acknowledge you, and tell you to wait, and then they go in their cars and start adjusting everything, as if some crazy leprechaun has come in there while they were shopping, or whatever, and moved all their mirrors around, etc. I mean, weren't your mirrors okay the last time you were driving?

So normally I want to chime in on things like this, but I always whimp out. But this day I felt like I had something worthwhile to say, so I called up. I was really nervous. I always shake before I'm going to be on the radio. My voice get's all weird. I don't know why. At first I was having trouble getting out what I wanted to say, but after about 30 seconds it went very smoothly. I was having great back and forth conversation with Jo, and she was laughing at what I had to say and stuff like that, so I felt proud of myself. I should keep calling in once a week. It'll be one way of starting to overcome my stage fright issues. I talked to her for like 5 minutes, and she didn't "have to get rid of me" or anything like that. I could've talked more if I wanted to, but I figured "why ruin something that already went so well".

I don't know. It wasn't a super big deal, but I get little thrills out of stuff like that. I wonder if people listening were thinking "this guy is pretty cool". I know I wasn't repulsive or anything, but I'm just curious to know what people thought. I did pretty well though. I felt better about myself after that.

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