2002-03-19 | GAME OVER

something i wrote a long time ago. has nothing to do with my current situation or state of mind....

I know you have your life, and I know I have mine

But I can't help but think that I don't have much time

Sometimes I feel like you've ruined everything

And other times I feel like you are my everything

Sometimes I feel you're the only reason to go on at all

'Cos I know you'd change everything with just one call

No matter how small-the chance that we'll reunite

Is enough to keep my whole world in one piece tonight

Who knows? Without your memory I might have gone mad

But my heart keeps living stable from that love that we had

I know it may seem desperate, but it's not a delusion

I need to know, so save me from this case of confusion

I'm tired of being stuck here, lonely and deranged

Is it so bad? Everything without you seems sick and so strange

Everything made sense when you entered my soul

But until I hear you or see a sign, i'll have nowhere to go

People say if I found somebody new, I'd forget you (ha! I guess they were right!)

But the reason it hurts so much, is simply because I did love you!

Everyone else just seems like a cheap replacement (ha! now she seems like a lame first example of what love should be like!)

I feel more in tune with my hand in the basement

I don't see what's so hard, is someone blocking your phone?

If you have to, just call me and say you need to be alone

But I doubt that you would have anything bad to say

Once we heard each others voices, all the "ice" would melt away

When I dream of you, I think that you're shaken

When you try and live without me you're sadly mistaken

When you kiss somebody else, you wish it was me

Maybe you're sitting there, too, waiting to hear from me

- premature ejaculation | tantra +