2001-10-03 | LIVE FAST, DIARY-UGH

written for the last week. finally completed tonight. not my best work

"PARALLEL"

back in school i used to dream about you

but i didn't know it was you i was holding on to

when i had those visions of myself at age 25

sitting there loving you, never feeling so alive

i don't remember your face back then

but i was looking for someone whos life i could mend

i knew you were somewhere, but you were hard to track down

i turned every leaf over, each time i entered a town

if i knew your location, and the way your heart felt

i would've found you much sooner, and let my ol' heart melt

i knew what i wanted, but i had no clue

that someone else wanted the same....wish i knew it was you

i don't know alot, but the things i know, i know for sure

i don't have much myself, yet i try to feed the poor

i want to make you feel rich, even when we just scrape by

i want us to be 70 and still be able to just say "hi"

...and look each other in the eyes

or watch a silly movie and cry

i'm fulfilled by all that you've invested in me

i feel rich when i think of what you'll give to me

we'll be fine as long as we don't go blind

to all the things that used to be so easy to find

stick with me through those crazy times

and don't forget to meet me at the finish line

we won't get lost

i'll carry you across

- premature ejaculation | tantra +