2001-10-03 | MELLOW READ LETTER

i watched the end of family ties tonight. (I DON'T KNOW WHY!) on tonights episode, alex fell in love with a senior in college named Stephanie, the same as my girlfriend. I always melt now, whenever i hear that name, no matter when or where it is. He lost his virginity to her, and fell in love. He was talking about marrying her to his parents, and they were like "you just met her a couple of days ago". Stephanie and I didn't talk marriage after a couple days, but we probably started to after a couple weeks. In the show Stephanie breaks Alex's heart as he stops by her house and sees another man there. That kind of thing will never happen between me and my Stephanie. I love how on sitcoms, kids always lose their virginity after they're 18. it makes me feel better about myself, because i lost mine when i was 19. In actuality, alex would've lost his virginity by at least 16. He's the type of guy chicks would go after....especially before someone like me. (Nice, and too sensitive) I love Stephanie so much. Her mother is worried about her and I. She's worried about me being a weirdo, and not being able to support Stephanie, and I don't know what else, but she's been anything but supportive. I wish she knew how her daughter and I felt. I don't know if that would help.

Dear Stephanies parents:

I love your daughter very much. I cannot imagine life without her. We have more things in common then you could ever imagine. Little stupid things that no one would even understand or care about except her and me. We finish each others sentences, and answer questions before we even hear them asked. Even when we're typing on line we'll type the same thing at the same time. It's truly amazing. It's not economical to call her all the time, but I can't help it. We have great philosophical discussions, and we learn something new about each other every day. We even talk about you alot, and my family as well. We have no secrets. We're not ashamed of anything about ourselves. Even past mistakes are discussed. We laugh about the past, because we know how easy life is now with each other. It's really great. I cannot express to you in words the way I feel about your daughter. She is sweet, caring, sensitive, understanding, beautiful, smart, and a million other things. I may never get a college degree, but I will always love your daughter more than anyone has ever loved her or anybody has loved anyone ever in the history of the world. I may never be a doctor or a lawyer, but I will always do my best to try and give your daughter a good life. I already promise you that I have made it better then it was before she met me. She tells me that. I will do my best to be successful, because I want to be, and because I want to share it with your daughter. I would like to be in the entertainment feild, but if that doesn't work, I will find something else to help provide for her. Even if she doesn't need it. I want us to have enough money to retire early, and just concentrate on each other. I am a pretty good writer, and she has inspired me to write more, and she has pushed me and told me that I am good at it, and to pursue it as a career, so I will attempt that as well. I will never hurt your daughter, and I will always love her with all my heart. That is the only promise I make. I have no regrets, or excuses or lies, just love, and lots of it for your daughter. It's the only thing in life I know that will work out. Stick with us. This is gonna be a good one!

Sincerely, Jonathan Kawika Medina (your future son-in-law)

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