2001-10-05 | I'M ON THE PAPER CHASE LIKE CHEVY
I'm sorry we fought, but i'm glad that you brought these things to my attention, whether i liked it or not because i should've thought of your feelings before i got mad here i am trying to keep you happy, and i made you feel so bad i hope you know i cry with you on the inside and that i'm always with you, and always for you i'm so used to you wanting me, that i'm a baby when you leave i want the rest of your life to be the same, keep all the things that you need i'll never stand in your way although i walk inside you everyday i'm there beside you all the way i hate myself to think that i hurt you i hope you know it was only from fear of being alone i don't mind being by myself, i don't need anyone else i just don't want to walk through life without you you make me feel proud that i'm nice, and that i treat you good i'll do my best to never hurt you again, i never thought that i would i'm sorry that he hurt you he went further then i did or ever would i could never even think of hurting you, not even mentally it's not in me, that's why i'm so hurt myself by the way i acted if i knew you back then, i would've hurt him badly i would've fucked him up and told him to go to hell if i knew where he was, i'd call him up and yell if i was there for you, i would've cried with you and been enraged and we could've fallen a little sooner and already been engaged if i see him now i'll want to spit in his face hopefully i'll just punch the concrete and scream obscenities into outer space when you told me that story i felt like part of your innocence would always be missing i felt empty and wanted you to never let go when you kiss me hopefully we never see him again, i want you to forget the 'good ol' boys' hopefully our peace isn't disturbed by some abrasive noise everyone that hurts you is my enemy if they don't apologize they get no respect from me some things can never be forgiven i'll use the energy you give me for good, hope he hears it and that the point is driven home i'm the bigger man you're not a man at all she loves me now she didn't just forget to call i hate you you're lucky i wasn't around you're not nice you can't push me around you can't fool me you made the worst mistake write her a letter of apology, whatever it takes i have to apologize for you because i feel so bad and because she deserves the best in everything don't make excuses, whatever you do you make me want to be abusive against you it's too late to take back what you've done if you ever see me, just run guess what?..i won the race for the prize in my head there's one less other guy (in the world) i'm not good at many things but i'm the best at loving her
- premature ejaculation
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