2001-07-21 | radio free youth

this is something i wrote a couple years ago, but I never finished it. i'll just type it up as is. even if some of it is extremely stupid

You people disgust me, like the ones that don't trust me. Wipe me off, i'm dirty, scratched up, and I'm dusty. You'll all be sorry, when I explode, you'll all feel like morons. when you see me on stage at the Big Mele* getting my swerve on. Jumping up and down with the ghost of Bradley Nowell. Doing a duet with Zach DeLaRocha of "Ghost Town". While you're in an empty town, doing small town shit...I'll be getting a skyview of an overjoyed mosh pit. Seeing all the girls I used to have crushes on in high school. Keeping it simple, 'cos I'm in a band now, and I'll never lose my cool. All you bastards will try and befriend me again. But you weren't there when I needed you, way back when. I'll get revenge on you like Jeremy, for laughing at me and not laughing with me. For calling me fat boy and spitting on and hitting me. You'll learn to appreciate me, 'cos you'll see that I'm real. But it'll be much too late for these open wounds to heal.

*the "Big Mele" was a great annual music festival here in Hawaii, that is no longer in effect, because this town is fucked up.

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