2001-07-21 | reality bites/GRAVITY KILLS/everything sucks

I JUST pulled this song out of a stack of old songs. that's pretty much what i do, when deciding what to type up on here. All i remember about it, is that i wrote it when i was living in oregon.

"ALPHA OMEGA NO WAY"

you all will be very sorry someday...

that you never gave me a chance

that you never asked me to dance

that you never bothered to spend a minute standing in my pants

You will look back on this and say, "maybe I should've listened to my instincts......"and not worried about the consequences..." Every decision you've made was a wrong one anyway. You will all get yours somehow, someway.

Amanda wasn't correctly equipped

Sunni didn't know how to see

Tiffany never fully understood....All of them were shallow...no- EMPTY. I've got way too much love to give. And it seems so long, without love, to live. And nobody wants any of it..And when I try to touch them, they throw a fit.

Brandi was a question mark, the one that got away

Mei-Ling was a little spark, that happened to be gay

Charlotte was too in love with herself, and now she's gay too

I don't know about Caroline..I just don't know what to do.

The only thing that keeps me going sometimes, is knowing that you'll all be sorry someday.

That's not a threat, that's a promise

I'm not being weird, I'm just being honest.

Something that none of you know anything about... honesty within yourself.

The truth shall set you free

The truth shall send you to me

Hopefully I'll be the same "nice guy"

You know what?...Don't bother.

You don't deserve me...I'd rather die lonely then fulfill you dreams

Everyone dies by himself?... If you really believe that then who are you looking for out there?....

(I stole that last line from Reality Bites. It has alot of meaning to me. I really like this song actually. I'm glad i found it, again)

- premature ejaculation | tantra +