2001-06-29 | THE GIRL IN THE DELI

this is a song i wrote some time ago. it doesn't totally relate to stephanie, but alot of it sounds like it could be about her. theres certain parts of almost everything i've written that sound like their part of stephanie, partly because she is what i have always looked for. she's the greatest. god, i love her. anyway heres my ol' song...............

"SEMI-OPEN APOLOGY"

i'm so sorry i didn't meet you before/i'm so sorry you didn't meet me before/i'm so sorry that your life was a bore/i'm sorry you'll have to think things over more/it sucks that you've never met someone like me/i'm sorry it had to be me/now we'll have it alot more interesting/i'm glad i turned your world upside down/i'm sorry i can't be there right now, to turn it back around/i waited many years/your timing was almost perfect/i could've still been closer to your town/and i still would've been alone/ but i might've been less interesting back then/i'm glad you can read me/i'm sorry you can't see me/i'm sorry that we're not with each other/i'm glad that we've thought about it/we've made our plans/i'll keep my promise/you'll feel my hands/you'll keep me honest/i don't know if i necessarily need this test/ but i know if i never see you i'll always be somewhat stressed/and every decision will be second guessed/the mercury is rising/and my pulse is racing/the past is behind me/it's the future i'm facing/it's so strange this sudden fire i have in my eyes/i've always felt it below the surface, it shouldn't be a surprise/i guess i'm surprised at how much you still think of me/i assumed your flame would burn out eventually/theres a girl in the deli/ she could've been mine/theres a girl in the deli/ it's not the right time/

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