2001-06-17 | Moulin Rouge

i saw the wonderful musical movie extravaganza, "Moulin Rouge" today, and it totally cheered me up. and it completely reminded me constantly of how much i love my stephanie. i had such a big smile on my face for much of the movie and looked sad and longingly at the screen at other times for i know what its like to love someone that much....even though it could've done without "lady marmalade", the rest of the songs were wonderful, and the music references were very rewarding for someone like me who really appreciates stuff like that. and the movie inspired me to write this song.

"I Am the Writer, I Am the Sitar Player"

if someone came along someday and loved you more then me, all i could do is be happy for you and set you free/because i love you so much, that i find it impossible for someone else, to come as close as me, i love you more then life itself/you are my life, what is it without you? i'd panic../i was ok before i met you but now i'm ecstatic/ i love you as much as anyone has loved anyone else ever/i wish you luck, and i hope i'm part of all your new endeavors/ no one will ever love you again-not as much as me/ i hope no one will love you, period! i want you all for me/all i can do is love you, everything else will fall into place/al i can do is rub your back and kiss and touch your face/we both got lucky when we found each other/everything will be much easier now that we both love one another/since i've known her the world has been much brighter/ i thought she might be out there, but i didn't think i'd find her/ i had given up on beauty and just settled for dissapointment/i was so used to having a bad time i didn't even strive for enjoyment/now all i can see are good times ahead/you came along just in time, i thought all my senses were dead/i'll be your Christian and you'll be my "Satine"/when i complete the plan inside my head, i'll show you what i mean/ you're my glitter girl and you make me glow/i want to cherish every second with you so i'll take it slow/not in the sense where i'll wait to fall in deep/it's too late for that nonsense i've already fallen down hills so steep/i'm not ashamed to be in love with you, i'm ashamed at them for doubting/why do they think i sit there motionless, staring into space and pouting?/i can only pretend you're here for so long/part of me just needs to be with you, so we can both just prove them wrong/but i need you here for me and you, everyone else can burn/all that matters is i love her and she loves me in return

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