2001-06-20 | ANTI-cipation

another corny song for my girl. damn i really love her!

"ANTICIPATION"

THOUGHT ABOUT YOU 8440 TIMES TODAY....ONCE FOR EVERY SECOND. SMILED WHEN I PICTURED MYSELF WITH YOU. frowned when i was reminded you weren't there. Everything i say i ssincere. I can't pretend... it just comes out so clear. Even when i slept, i thought about you...maybe that's why I can't sleep any more. Too many questions about you. When will I see her? Will she still love me? Is she thinking about me right now? Will she have time for me? Is this really happening!?...All these questions are irrelevant. Love makes everything make more sense. The doubt is never completely gone. But knowing you love me helps me go on. Sighed 9 times today. Once for each letter of your name. Thought of how nice it was, we're so much the same. Thought of sacrificing some things I like for the one i love more then anyone...You're so sweet, though, you would never ask me to, but i'm so into you, I might have to. I'm not missing out on these things by necessity, I'm spending time with you because you've brought out the best in me. I don't need material issues to kep me up at night. I need you here right next to me squeezing me tight. Thought about you constantly, for the last month. Haven't second guessed myself, not even once. It's so comforting, talking to you and forgetting where you are...It's so comforting understanding that you're really not that far.......

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