2004-11-20 | YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE MY SUIT

It was my 29th birthday up until about an hour and 35 minutes ago.

Yes I feel old. Thanks for asking.

I was fortunate enough to have the love of my life with me throughout the day, which helps out a lot, because I tend to get a little down on holidays or birthdays for no apparent reason. I think most of it is just boredom, so thanks to her for being here with me to keep me from complete boredom and loneliness.

It's only my second birthday ever that I've ever been able to spend with the person who I was dating at the time. Of course, I've only had 2 serious girlfriends in my life, so that is a big reason. And my first one didn't last long enough to reach my birth date. So the last two years my birthdays have been pretty cool. It was probably cool when I was a little kid too, but I can't remember that far back. I do remember receiving a Star Wars cake for one of my early birthdays though, and that's motherfucking super rad, and you can't deny that.

Doni from the band Only Crime sent me a lovely contribution for my book mentioning how his dad died when he was young, and it reminded me of my personal experiences, and how cool it would've been to talk to my dad yesterday and have him wish me a happy birthday, but at least I got to talk to my mom, and she's always nice, so I can't complain too much. My life is pretty simple.
That's the wonderful Doni on the left

I didn't get a Star Wars cake this time, but I did get a pretty incredible present from my lovely girlfriend. I finally got my long coveted George Foreman grill. It's a knockout, baby! (sorry, I couldn't resist.)

As for right now, I feel a day and a year older, and not much wiser, and I sit here listening to Iowa by Slipknot, and remember liking this album better before, and I also sit here wondering why I'm not in bed yet. But I'll probably end up being awake for another couple hours anyway. I don't care because I'm off tomorrow, so I can catch up on sleep on multiple occasions tomorrow, and plan to take advantage of that privelege as much as possible. Peace and happy birthday to whoevers birthday it is today. I love you.

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