2004-02-11 | NEED TO GET MY HEART BACK OFF THE FLOOR

i write for me, but i write for you

i want you to tell me what stimulates you too

you fill my heart with joy when i receive your feedback

but do you take the time to go and read back?

do a little research to find out what makes me tick

the inconsistency is enough to make me sick

do i need to buy banners, so i can purchase your loyalty?

i thought what i wrote was good enough to keep you enjoying me

i sit here on the floor until my legs get numb

if you're not going to say hi then why do you come?

i need to know if you feel what i'm saying

will you be there to catch me when i jump off the railing?

i sit in this uncompromising position, hoping you'll listen

and praying that my truth will be as great as my fiction

should i be creative or just tell you how i feel?

the cards are on the table, but maybe you don't get the deal

i write lines like that without thinking it first

sometimes when i think too much it comes out worse

so i just let it fly, and try to make you laugh or cry

don't just let it cross your eyes, sing it like a lullabye

breathe it in like a breath of fresh air

until you don't need to read it to know it's there

i don't care if it's imperfect, i just want to hear something

because when you keep quiet, what i say becomes nothing

remember, i'm writing this for all of us

to give you something different than you usually come across

i want you to remember me when i was just beginning

on those nights you came on bored, but you left here grinning

maybe i said something that just clicked in your head

or maybe i made you laugh so hard you didn't wish you were dead

even if it was just me goofing around

laughter is as welcome as any other sound

my foot is asleep, but my thoughts are still deep

I'll try to give you something you'll be able to keep

hold on to it with all your mind

i hope it's just the first of many joy's you'll find

i'll stay on this floor until you hear my intentions

i'll stay on this floor until i receive some honorable mention

i'll stay on this floor until my words spill out

i'll stay on this floor until you have no doubts

i'll stay on this floor until you believe in my dreams

i'll stay on this floor until you see what i mean

i'll stay on this floor until you believe in me

i'll stay on this floor until you bleed with me

- premature ejaculation | tantra +