2004-02-08 | WELL/FAIR? Check!

I wasn't invited, but they came anyway

It was my own party, but they didn't tell me which day

I was alone in a crowd, and no one knew I was there

I screamed out loud, but my words were all up in the air

They still are to this day, and I don't know what to say

I only bit my tongue, but to those cats it was prey

My verbal ointment was coveted by the chiefs

who dwelled in their presence, and passed on others beliefs

I spoke towards them, but they slowly turned away

And they turn to this day, and still ignore what i say

They refused to listen, because of fear of the truth

The abused ones glisten, with the glow of the youth

They were ashamed, but they couldn't help but resist

The precedent was reached, they deceased before the desist

It was more than a game, and they refused to play

It was full of helpful lessons, that go unheard to this day

I was asked to leave, because I refused to stay

By the time I came back all the naysayers had gone away

I realized that all that mattered was my internal ear

If i hadn't listened to the others, then myself I would hear

I thought it might be too late, but I also thought that it might be fate

I'm still not sure where I rate, but I've fared a lot better since I've ignored the hate

The enemy of the state was afraid of me

It wasn't anything I did, just the state of me

The fact that I didn't really care anymore

Made them feel like I had something they should explore

They thought I had weapons that I could easily employ

But their own insecurity was what I used to destroy

Sometimes I still don't know what to say, but it doesn't matter as much as it did on that day

The day when everything changed for the best, the day that I trusted me, and needed them less

There's no party today, every second is a riot

There's no turmoil in my head, I recommend you try it

You're invited to make the best of the worst

And the logical conclusion will come to you first

You'll be positive that what I say is true

When positivity finally means something to you

- premature ejaculation | tantra +