2004-01-05 | STEAL THIS ENTRY
I disappoint myself with things that I don't really do. Like I'll have a dream that I stole a bunch of CD's, so I have all these cool new CD's. For free. Then I realize it was a dream. Then I realize the only reason I don't steal CD's is because I don't want to get arrested, and because I couldn't handle the guilt, and because I don't like for other people to feel deflated. But if I could get stuff for free by stealing, and it wasn't really hurting anybody directly, and I didn't have those other feelings, I'd be more likely to do it. Then I get disappointed with other people, because I feel they may be lying when they say "under no circumstances" would they ever steal anything, no matter what, etc. etc. I trust those people about as much as I trust thieves.
- premature ejaculation
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