2003-07-04 | LIFE IN GENERAL

I watched a one-legged man wrestle tonight, and I was almost in tears at the end of it.
Some of you will make fun of me becuase I watched a wrestling match.
Some of you will make fun of me because I almost cried.
All of me will not give a shit.
I'm actually a little proud of myself for my show of emotion.
Today was a good day for me.
A day of clarity if you will...
I listened to 40 Oz. to Freedom, and remembered all over again why I want to start a band. I had chills going up my spine all day, for all sorts of different reasons. Sometimes for no apparent reason at all. But the point, and the good news is that I'm motivated, and inspired, and I know that I can't hold back. Wasting my abilities is not an option.
I ate at IHOP this morning with my girlfriend, and it was really fucking good. My girlfriend is really great. I made some spaghetti in the evening, and it was good. I watched some baseball and napped, and that was very good. I listened to music and played on line. All great. I lived life today and it was fucking good.
I will be e-mailing some rock stars tomorrow, and hopefully I'll get some feedback. If you'd like to see who has already contributed to my book, theres a link you can click above that has a list of them.
Well, I'm off to listen to some more music and play on line some more. Don't have to be back to work until Sunday morning, which is always a relief.
I don't know how to end this entry, because I didn't really plan to even do an entry, but I just had to share my unexpected joy with all of you.
By the way, the mountain is still on fire, and it's really tripping me out.
Peace.

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