2003-02-28 | TOMORROW
sometimes i live life like there's no tomorrow. Sometimes I live life like there's a million tomorrows. Sometimes I live life only because of what's happening tomorrow. Sometimes I'm fueled by yesterday. Sometimes I'm so upset with the present, that the only thing that will keep me going is an uncertain future that I am confident will someday be certain. Sometimes tomorrow scares me. Sometimes it seems tomorrow is all that i have. Sometimes when it's late at night, i don't know if it's today or tomorrow. Sometimes I ignore tomorrow. Sometimes I embrace it. Sometimes I try to dodge it. Sometimes I try and touch it before it's there. Sometimes tomorrow is obvious. Sometimes it's surprising. It's always life changing. Sometimes for the better, and others for the worst. Sometimes I think tomorrow doesn't exist. But time is only inanimate sometimes. Not when you're stuck. When you're in a place you don't want to be, time is all you have to look forward to. Like time off. Time away from that place. The time when you will get past this place. When time, and tomorrow, don't exist anymore. When days don't have names. Days aren't even days. There's just one long holi- Sometimes tomorrow is like today. Sometimes tomorrow sucks. Sometimes tomorrow is the best day you've ever had. Sometimes it's the worst. Tomorrow may never come for me, but it still exists for millions of others. Today I go to work. Tomorrow I have a day off. But tomorrow is the day before another tomorrow, when I will most likely be working again. So sometimes, tomorrow is only slightly enjoyable. Because you have another tomorrow to dread. Sometimes you look forward to every tomorrow, as far as you know, until further notice. Sometimes tomorrow is a shock of reality, when you thought everything was hunky dory. Tomorrow never dies, but someone will die tomorrow. The search for tomorrow is pointless, because it can change in an instant. Tomorrow isn't always promised to us, but he's usually there if you need to talk to him. Sometimes tomorrow saves your life. Sometimes tomorrow takes a life. Someday tomorrow will take my life. But I won't know it until today.
- premature ejaculation
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