2003-02-01 | JARED THE HUMANOID

I've just got to let you know.

Those Slim Fast Granola Bars are fantastic.

I was already hooked to the cookie dough candy bars.

But now I've discovered the chocolate chip and peanut butter granola bars.

It's nice to be hooked to something with the name "Slim-fast" attatched to it.

It's nice to munch on stuff and not feel guilty about it.

I've been eating a lot less portion-wise lately.

And I'm gradually eating more nutritiously, as well.

I'm proud of myself.

I actually stop eating when I'm full now, most of the time.

You just feel better when you don't over-stuff yourself every night.

You have an extra spring in your every step.

Now I get full because I haven't eaten much during the day, so my stomach shrinks, and I don't eat as much for dinner.

And that full feeling goes away faster.

And although it's not healthy, it's kind of an interesting experiment to find out how long you can go without eating.

And to watch it get progressively longer and longer is amazing.

For me, losing weight has never been that hard.

But I hate when people are telling me to do it.

That makes me want to quit right there, and wait until they shut up to start again.

Don't get me wrong, I love the support, but I don't need other people to tell me I'm rivaling Farley.

I'll lose the weight when I feel like it.

I don't eat much dessert type foods, so that's easy to stay off of.

I went on an ice cream binge for about a month there, but I didn't put on any weight through it, and I think I'm past that stage.

And I haven't been stranded in Candyland for years.

And I eat lots of foods that are high in protein.

My main problem is probably rice and stuff like that. Or really greasy foods.

But my main problem has always been eating far after I'm full.

Just for flavor.

And knowing where all the good food is, and not being picky...

But who cares. If I die young, at least I'll die happy.

I just want to lose weight for fun right now.

I don't feel any pressure.

If I lose it, I lose it.

I've already lost substantial amounts of weight 3 times in the last ten years, and I didn't do it on any diet plans, or with anybodies help.

And when I start putting it back, I am very aware of it, and it doesn't bother me.

Because I'm usually eating great food with great company, and I'm happy, and having a great time.

This time I think I will keep it off better.

It helps being out of Hawaii. The food there just begs you to put on 50 pounds per visit.

My mail box is really far from my apartment.

I should start walking to it.

I have a basketball "court" here in the complex but it's lame.

It's on like a driveway and it has only one basket.

Then I'll have to like socialize with people and stuff.

Damnit.

Next stage: exercise.

Maybe next week.

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