2003-01-25 | KRAZY HARE DEW
little children drunk on bad perfume heroin milkshakes kool aid mushrooms falling off their bikes at the speed of stealth bombers shooting Chuck Connors second guessing guests of honor riflemen shooting up white stuff spoons of the blind mans bluff they've all seen enough roughing it in the shopping cart wilderness we call it home our hearts are in the fireplace with letters sent to addresses that no longer exist and addressing lost strangers who wish that we didn't lying on the pavement with the loss and regret of a stool sample pigeon smashing medical instruments hanging myself with an endoscope couldn't find the rope and the innocent people are the ones who stole the dope they took away our fun and sniffed the powder from our guns they showed us what it's like to get stunned and how exciting it can be to be shunned by the popular vote and to spit at the power of the words that we wrote i've got their back and they've got my vote the deck is stacked but the game is a hoax elderly people strung out on centipedes laughing at our broken knees mouths open catching fleas leaving in the nick of time parsley sage rosemary and dime bags the petty circus is full of face painting slime bags green liquid all over their heads speakers surrouding me with sounds of the dead lionheart wilderness caged and dreary unleashed fury eyes bleed and teary starry nights full of pointless fights sad arguments not proving a thing songs of regret are always a safe bet for losing the company that leaves you feeling wet damp and broken, their skin patches pain even when i'm not making sense i feel sane it's hard when everyone else speaks in boring tongues and foreign devils don't want to hear about what it's like to be hung they're hot and irritable sitting at the breakfast table with christmas ornaments in their lips piercing silence making the evil seem non-violent highly illogical gothic intangibles garden variety smoky, green and botanical birds of parasites crawling up the wrong side of the fence cemeteries full of broken gates and brand new cars with ancient dents wishing for somebody to grant me some looking for an answer, but finding none not knowing where i'm going, but still confident i'll get there walking through a sensefield with a bag full of wet hares i'm gonna be successful at whatever i do i have to make a choice out of my various clues if i had the time to do all that i wanted i wouldn't have any left to find out if angry people are haunted and i wouldn't have any time to spend with my girl or fulfill my lifetime dream of meeting a guy named Merle he'd take me to a place that only cool people go them and the ones who forgot what they were supposed to know i can tell by the people that i see on tv that they were supposed to be like me or rather i'm supposed to follow their steps and let down my avant "guard" like johnny depp i'm too talented to end up washed up on some shore of talented corpses or maybe i'm getting too cocky for someone who doesn't know what his course is i can't even find out where the funhouse entrance starts labyrinth of questions, dodging against my mind like darts misguided middle aged men at worthless driving in the car pool lane with their sense of purpose i've got to make it happen before the cows come home because they're big and full of air like me but they're pride is all i know and i've got to get some more before i can comfortably sleep and snore for evermore i feel guilty being comfortable when i'm unaccomplished but i'm happy, and i've got half of what i've always wanted i've got to make it so it's just like this, but without the guilt, though i'm going to prove it myself, without help (like Wilco!)
- premature ejaculation
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