2003-01-16 | "MY FAVORITE MOVIE IS BLOOD SUCKING FREAKS, JUST LIKE YO MAMA"

I'm looking for a job.

I'm not worried.

I know I'll get something.

I just hate waiting.

I feel bad for not working all this time. Everybody else I know has a job.

I guess if I could get the kind of job that I was meant to have, I would never start working, so it's a challenge to find something to do while waiting for all those ambitions to come to fruition.

Thanks to my mom for giving me money before I left Hawaii, and saving my ass once again.

If it wasn't for her I'd be screwed.

And thanks to my girlfriend for her support and not giving me a hard time for not working.

I'll find something soon.

Keep your fingers crossed.

I was practical the other day, plus I was being practical while I was out applying for jobs, so I felt better about myself at the end of the day.

I was going to buy the Kurt Cobain journals, but I came across something I actually needed, Writers Market 2003, so I can start submitting things and get my writing career moving along.

It was odd....Something cool always happens...something strangely beautiful, when it comes to Nirvana related things.

It always relates to me somehow.

I picked up the heavy book, and started scanning the pages, until I decided to stop on a particular one, for no apparent reason.

I start reading it, and the first paragraph I see is Kurt talking about looking for a job.

He's talking about how you wake up one day to look for a job, but it's a little too late, so you'll do it tomorrow. Then your friend wants to hang out for a bit the next day, so you'll do it after that. But you stay out too long, so you wait 'til the next day. Then you keep doing that.

I read this on job hunting day.

That's amazing.

Then I found the Writers Market.

"It's coming together in relative ways"

In totally unrelated news:

Did you know that the original Saved by the Bell pilot, which was called Good Morning Miss Bliss originally starred Jonathan Brandis (where are you now?), Jaleel White, and Brian Austin Green?

That's........that's fucking awesome!!

Too bad that didn't happen.

That would've been epic.

Does anybody also remember that when that show first came out they were in Indiana, or something like that?

Then the next year they magically reappeared, sans Miss Bliss, in Malibu, California.

Great cameos seen recently:

That weird looking guy from Spin City, Richard Kind(?) as a patient in Scrubs

Conan O'Brien on Andy Richter Controls the Universe(!) as Andys new, demented boss

The tall, husky guy from Mr. Show with Bob and David who wore glasses and had a soul patch, and is also a stand-up comedian on Seinfeld as one of the medical school "actors", alongside Kramer, and the midget guy

Cheech Marin in A Million to Juan

David Cross on Drew Carey

Jonathan Katz of Dr. Katz fame, as a lawyer in the Spanish Prisoner

Ed O'Neill, aka Al Bundy (I'm sure he loves that), as an FBI agent in the Spanish Prisoner

The crazy janitor from Scrubs on Drew Carey

Comedian, Jim Gaffigan, on Ed

The O'Connel brothers (Jerry and the other guy), Henry Rollins, Jermaine Dupri, Lyle Lovett, and the guy from Buck Cherry in The New Guy

Dustin Diamond, a.k.a. Screech (I'm sure he loves that) in Made

Jaleel White, a.k.a. Urkel (I'm sure....), and Donald Faison, the black doctor from Scrubs, in Big Fat Liar (don't worry, I didn't watch the whole thing. don't insult me!)

Ed is an underrated show. I don't hear it talked about much. The fast dialogue is kind of annoying at times, but the show just has a cool factor to it.

All these people involved:

David Letterman

Drake Sather

Timothy Busfield

Kelly Ripa

the brunette from Sports Night

Darryl "Chill" Mitchell

The guy with 3 names from The State....i'm drawing a blank...he also kills on those I love the 80's shows.

the Spanish Prisoner was amazing. One of the most riveting movies I've watched in recent memory.

Also saw Hurricane Streets finally, the other night, and enjoyed it. Could've been a classic...but it was very good, and the second half of the movie was especially enjoyable.

A Million to Juan is this simple movie directed by and starring Paul Rodriguez. He's selling oranges one day and some guy hands him a check for a million dollars. Hi-jinx ensues, of course.

It's a good movie though. Very "cozy", as I call movies like that. No loud noises, and stupid catch phrases, and hard to believe actors, with hard to believe roles, using hard to believe accents...just a nice movie.

"Easy watching", if you will.

Anyway, thanks for reading. Sorry I ran on so long.

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