2003-01-15 | FLASH"BRAK"
...back when I wasn't an unemployed loser: i work i get no respect sometimes i get no work done but i still finish my job by the end of every week but i still feel weak from time to time i'm so fucking lazy i'm pathetic slime but i'm poetic at times and i'm decent with the rhymes i wish i could sleep but i care too much about what people think and i care too much about needing to eat and i care too much about having a future that's neat and i care too much about not living on the street i get disrespected by so many that i meet that's why i spend so much time staring at my feet people say stand up for yourself but nobody gives me a chance to even be myself i can't say a word without being cut off and they think i'm trying to get attention anytime i sneeze or cough i do alot more then most people do and i get payed alot less then most of them do and still all they do is talk about what i supposedly can't do even though i do those things every week and i still feel a little weak and they tell me from time to time that i've exceeded their expectations and they've been pleasantly surprised then they go and doubt me again they take all that is true, and turn it into a pack of lies that's the pain you see when you look at my eyes don't tell me that it's not that bad you've never experienced what I have and i'm not overreacting i've spent my whole life retracting and i've about had it it's a good thing i was raised with good habits or you might all be dead or i might be the one who treated you like a dickhead
- premature ejaculation
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