2002-11-25 | SAME OLD TUNES

My birthday didn't suck.

Thanksgiving won't suck.

It'll just be different.

No lamer then any other day.

I won't be with YOU.

Another day waking up alone.

When I could be waking up with YOU.

Making those little noises you make when you're in love.

I go to sleep with a smile in my face....so comfortably in love.

It's just the memory.

And the glimpses into the future.

Because I know what it's been like.

I know what it is like.

I know what it will be like.

But I wish one of those moments was now.

You are so beautiful.

You are so delicious.

You are so giving.

You are so flawless.

You are so quiet.

Don't be ashamed to scream, if you ever feel like letting something out.

But don't be afraid to stay silent, if that's how you feel like being.

Don't be afraid to tell me anything.

Even if you think it will break my heart.

The honesty will make up for any extended pain.

I had to walk on pins and needles today.

When I could've been walking barefoot on the grass with you.

Or lying in bed watching tv.

And watching each other.

Has it ever been better then that?

I'd play with your hair as it sat on my lap.

I'd stare at you, even if it made you shy.

I'd try and explain your beauty, if you asked me why.

I'd be hardpressed to come up with a brief description.

You deserve something long, detailed, prolific, and/or encrypted.

You are so gifted.

You are so unaware of what you are.

You are so unafraid to tell me how you feel about me.

But I wish you felt the same way about YOU.

It's only half the battle that you know I do.

I won't be completely happy until you are.

Only then, will I feel like I've accomplished something.

- premature ejaculation | tantra +