2002-10-29 | -

"it's all car crashes and stingray spines, that's what's become of my life; that's where my thinking goes"

the world spins in spite of sadistic grins

and the superficial words that come out of mouths so paper thin

it's a beautiful thing, but it's anguish

knowing true love is like knowing another language

i should've met you, but i whimped out

i won't be in hawaii when you get there, but i'll hold out hope

that someday we can join forces

and create some more beauty

as for now i have some bigger fish to fry

and a few more tears to cry

i listen to your voice and it makes me stop

i'm a little sad, and a little excited

about what the future might have for the both of us

you are so beautiful and so is she

you're so fortunate, and so are we

do you see what i mean?

do you know what gifts you have given?

do you know how many hopes you have driven

do you see what beauty we live in?

do you see that what's in the past can be forgiven?

and forgotten

let's not be down trodden

taste the sweetness, too

the bitterness is only for certain times of day

lets not just live for today

lets live for a better atmosphere for all of those that deserve it

and let the blood of the empty fill up emotionless well

do you also see the gifts given you?

do my words ring true?

sickening memories drill themselves into my skull

some is just hurt for other people

and senseless regrets

i'm glad no blood was shed

because for quite sometime i had an injured head

i didn't pay any attention to the good that was said

i only had comfort in the things i was sure were dead

why were they so damaging

we should ignore those who are unimportant to our shaping

it's not our faults they don't see us the way we look internally

peer pressure points of views

so many of our friends are used

and they convert to the other side

it's such a tragic transformation

to see your friends become diseased

and with such unbelievable ease

i can't see the forest from the trees

because i don't know what things like that mean

it's all right there in front of me

either i like it or hate it

and the things i love are always there for me

and the people i love will always let me be

the way they perceive me to be

which is truly what i strive to be

me.

that's why i love them

and i assume that's why they love me

and it's still so hard to believe

who knew there was so much beauty to see?

"wanna see a storm?"

- premature ejaculation | tantra +