2002-10-07 | -

first of all, i'd like to publicly apologize to ryan for not making it to the queens of the stone age show at the hollywood palladium. it kind of ruined the start of my trip.

ever since then i've been kind of down. i was a little better today.

i just hate new beginnings. i always feel weird when i have to start all over again.

i'm in long beach now, and i don't know how long i will be here. that's one shitty thing d about it.

but i'm looking forward (understatement) to seeing my girlfriend who arrives in town a week from tomorrow. that should pick me up.

and i've been talking to her about a possible job opportunity at the place she works at, and it kind of took a little weight off my shoulders, because i was worried about finding a job and stuff. hopefully that one will work out.

my friend doesn't have some essential channels. i've had to watch baseball on the espanol station.

but he has free spice!!!!!

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