2002-09-22 | LEADER OF DEEPAK

fading away but not for real

my eyes feel dead

but i feel so alive

sweet dreams for my sweetheart

i'd kiss you if i could

and to the cat

yes, you too

even if i'm allergic to you

i'll hug you both

i hope she'll have some hugs left over for me

i'd go to sleep

but it's more fun when you have nothing to wake up to

i just take little naps all day

and wake up to make happy moaning sounds

the kind of hums that resonate when you're in love

the real kind

not only do you not question it

you wonder how many people are out there accidentally questioning what could be the rest of their lives

and you hope that you didn't have doubts for too long

'cos it can be such a waste

when it feels right, that's probably because it is

there are always exceptions

but don't let past history get in the way of something that could rewrite it

i'm sorry you're concerned love

those are the kinds of things i want you to tell me late at night

even though when you're scared it scares me too

i want you to be so comfortable

i wish i could erase those things that make you uneasy

there are things that will always make us think too much

is it true that the things we fear the most have already happened to us?

or is it just knowing what's possible

i wish i was dumb, so i could never worry again

i try and ignore as much as possible

but my curiosity has always been an explorer in training

it seems he never stops trying to find an answer

sometimes i can be impervious to what the future holds

and i can leave the past behind

but when i'm in the now, it can be alot to deal with

i guess i found her at the perfect time

because alot of this would be a pain if i didn't have someone to help me through it

and trying to help her overcome some of her fears

leaves me satisfied

and if i can achieve my goal of making her happy forever

then WE will be happy forever

- premature ejaculation | tantra +