2002-09-13 | charles barkman?

i wake up every morning automatically

it's not a drastic form of reality

it's just that i do it early

hair curly

rather tangled

waking up feeling dirty

looking kind of nerdy

wearing shirts with holes in the armpits

how did i start this?

why do i not give a shit

at least i'm not a narcissist

and i'm not an arsonist

but i'm a big fan of those who blaze mics like pyromaniac political jargonists

i got peter and paul mixed up and ended up in a "jam" with robocop

weller or not we were meant to be depends on the results i get from my one hour photo shop

i had a photo-op with the first ever super model

the premise was me going full throttle through an abandoned 1920's brothel

but she couldn't see any truth in me being any kind of rebel

she compared me to a wanna be, as if my name was drexell

she was the photographer, so don't go jumping to any conclusions

i felt smaller then a guy who needs to resort to hard humping to get conspicuous contusions

wetting your bed to get noticed is so old hat

arnold was just joking, but what about those who can't control that

what if they're just incontinent, and there's no reason behind it

if there was something they could do, don't you think by now that they might find it?

the love of my life thinks i'm cute, even when i ramble like this

if not she would of reneged, rather then take a gamble like this

my life was in shambles like ms. bliss, before i met my sesse

she's faster then lisa turtle, and her brain span is twice as big then that of jesse's

she's open sexually, and that's not some kind of sick joke

she's the first woman who ever saw me naked and didn't think i was telling a dick joke

she thinks i have a cute butt, although it's got more track marks than a pooh-butt

she's a one woman man, but she doesn't mind when i call her my true slut

it's not as weird as it sounds, mostly we're your normal couple

we're obnoxiously in love, so if you're single, i guess we can be trouble

because whenever i'm far apart from her, and i see two people kissing

it's the most agonizing vision ever, even when i was single and had no other pot to piss in-

-then my own, and nobody to talk dirty to on the phone

when you've finally found that someone, it's even harder to be alone

even if it's just for a limited time

it doesn't make it any easier to wait for the final sign

the signal you give to me, to let me know i can come there

i might just forget the plane, and use my energy to run there

- premature ejaculation | tantra +