2002-06-25 | IDIOT SAVAGE?

My life is very simple now. Now that I don't have a car. It was already becoming more simple. But that helped ground me. I just stay home, and try to think of creative things, and write down stuff, and save money, so I don't have to worry once everything else falls into place, i.e.: once I move to Arizona.

It's going to be cool to have someone to kiss good morning, and goodnight, and goodbye everyday again. And I can't lie....It's going to be fantastic to get laid all the time.

I can say stuff like that, because I was practically a virgin 'til December. I had only had sex 3 times, and it was with the same girl. It took me less then 48 hours to eclipse that amount in December. And we didn't stop there. Woo-freakin'-hoo! Those were some good times. I'm not bragging. I'm just surprised that someone lets me-ME!-have sex with them. The whole thing is all new to me.

But anyway, I spend my days working, and I spend my nights watching dvds, or tv, or listening to cd's.

Tonight I was swept away by the "Scrubs-a-thon". And I spent time during the commercial listening to the superb album by Sage Francis, "Personal Journals". Scrubs is just incredible. If you haven't seen it yet, then you just must. Please! If you don't like it, and I have wasted your time, I apologize. But I can't imagine any cool people not liking it. It's just wonderful.

If John C. McGinley doesn't win an Emmy for his role of Dr. Perry Cox, then there's something seriously wrong with the academy. The show itself better get some recognition, too.

The only thing that sucks, is that I'm torn between two shows right now. The 2 shows on cheesy network television that I watch religiously right now are 24, and Scrubs, and they are both on at the same time on the same night. I'm finally getting to catch up on Scrubs, now that the shows are off-season. I still don't know which one I will skip when they both have new shows again. Hopefully Scrubs will move to another night or time slot.

He said "slot".

I just have to do something with my life. I must become involved with film, or television, or music.

I look at life through an imaginary cameras lens. I feel like I'm always in the directors chair. Especially when I'm sitting down. After watching an amazing television show, or movie, or listening to a great album, I see things so clearly. I just have to sit there for a minute, and gather myself. I don't know. It's hard to explain. I just have this vision. So many visions. I must say I'm a creative guy. I need to write down my thoughts more, though. I'm losing to many gems, just because I'm too lazy or dumb to write it down while I'm fresh in my mind. Plus my hand hurts like crazy if I write for more then 5 minutes constantly. That's kind of a bad thing for a writer. I need to see a doctor. Seriously. (OUCH!) Even when I type my hand gets all numb and stuff... Actually more like just painful tingling. Zowee

So I have to modify my list of the top 5 or 10 or 20 or whatever tv shows again soon, and maybe i'll make it the best of all time. but i can tell you right now the ones that i watch all the time currently. In order of dopeness, or something or other. (from dopest, to not as dope, but still dope.)

SCRUBS

DINNER FOR FIVE

CRANK YANKERS

LATE NIGHT WITH CONAN O'BRIEN

BRAK SHOW

SEALAB 2021

MISSION HILL

PARDON THE INTERRUPTION

POLITICALLY INCORRECT (SOON R.I.P.)

120 MINUTES

REVERB

WWE RAW (SORRY, FOLKS)

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