2002-05-27 | VALVANO

FOR YOU:

I'm glad you're sleeping peacefully

But I wish you were awake

So I could tell you how much I love you

I wasn't that perfect guy today

We patched it up a little, earlier

But I didn't get to say that last goodnight

And kiss you over the phone

I feel so sad

That there may have been even a smudge of doubt on your fingers, when you ran them through your hair one last time, before you faded into early Monday morning

I shouldn't have gone anywhere

But it helps me deal with not being with you

I should be watching this movie with you

And have you cuddled up with me

I shouldn't be watching it at all

I want to be distracted by you

I want you to write words and symbols on my body, with your hands, like you did before

Your fingers make my imagination stretch

The ink feels like it's inside of me, like an etch-a-sketch

My hand feels like it's turning into sand

But I have to write this down

Because you're not around

I want to tell you so much

I should've just told you earlier

I know how much you love me

I just wish I was always at my best

I'm glad you're resting, so beautifully

I wish I could watch you dream

You're such a busy girl, now

But I know you'll always have time for me

Damn, I miss you

I'm gonna try and do my best from now on

So we never have to go through anything like this again

I'm going to give you something to be proud of

And keep surrounding you with things that make you smile

Because it makes you look even more complete

To look at you and know you're happy, is the best thing that's ever happened to me

And to know that you and I are the only things on our minds

To be able to wake up and be able to say "I love you", and "I love you", over and over again

And for you to think that there's no such thing as too many times, is such an amazing feeling

I'm glad to see there are other people out there like me

Happy

I was starting to feel guilty

But the one's who look sad, used to make me feel at home, too

But that's when I was alone

I wish I could help some of them join me where I am, now

But no one helped me either, back when I was down

I'm so happy to be happy now

Forgive me if I walk a little taller

It's nothing to be ashamed of

So keep those visions inside your head

It's nothing to be afraid of

It's bound to happen

If you keep seeing things the way I used to

(Even when you've given up, you can still see beautiful things)

You'll always be due

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