2002-04-21 | NGUYEN LOSE OR DRAW

"I CAN'T NGUYEN"

i'm not quite the luckiest

always last on the money list

it seems somethings stopping me

so please stop chopping me

i think i need a kick start

to help me with my trick heart

even when things are going great

somethings going completely wrong

i'm on the verge of tasting perfection

but i can smell the disaster ahead

lingering among the living dead

they're the ones walking backwards

and they don't even care

so go ahead and stare

impervious to pain

but comfortable and willing to admit

we're currently living among it

i see beauty all around me

but unfortunately it's an image i invent

i have to picture her

i wish i had taken more

but i guess it didn't occur

my mind was content just to soar

now she's missing again

yeah, it's good to know she's waiting

but i'm not just waiting on a friend

i got kind of a big head

i assumed she'd let me come sooner

i figured once she got to see me

she'd realize that i always knew her

it doesn't matter, that's the happy section

the part of me that hurts has no definition

i was just destined to lose

smash and burn, crash and bruise

i want my turn

i can't win

i'll never learn

i feel guilty to grin

i don't wanna jinx it

i don't wanna sink this

high times and low-lifes

stay away from me, i don't need strife

i think i see the light

i hope it shines beyond tonight

i kind of think it might

but do i even have the right

to out-think fate?

it's bound to be better, before it's too late

it's already so much improved

pardon me for being a little moved

- premature ejaculation | tantra +