2002-03-31 | LONG DISTANCE ELATIONLESS

i'm sorry, i'm just down about nothing again

there's no worse feeling then hurting your best friend

i want you to know that everytime i make you cry

a little peice of me dies inside

thank god you give me more then enough to even it out

i might've died by now, but you took away all the doubt

i'm so confident that it all will work out fine

i guess it's just hard to deal with all this wasted time

i've already had 26 years of waiting for you to come

i don't know how i've kept my job, some days 9 to 5 i'm completely numb

it's hard to function when you're not in your proper place

it's hard to be without you when all i see in front of me is your face

i know you say i'm perfect, but i don't always feel that way

'cos i seem to fuck up somehow once every 15th day

i wish you knew how much this pain comes from from so much bliss

i know it's not alright, but i can't help but be like this

just know that when we're together again, i'll be so much better to you

i know that doesn't justify all the times that i've played the fool

i'm not as good at handling the situation at hand

i feel like i've gone solo, and all i want is to be back in the band

i know it's only temporary, i guess i'm just a little scared

it's not macho to think it's scary, but for failure i've always been prepared

but i know this time everything's different, it's never felt so right

i'm just getting a little bit tired of waking up alone in the middle of the night

just when i finally found the one, i'm left to wait again

at least this time i know i'll be happy at the end

i feel a little lost sometimes, i just don't know what to do

it's hard to kill the time, when all the time does is kill you

i just want to apologize and let you know why i'm sad

it's not meant to reflect on you, or make your heart feel bad

i don't know if i have the right to ask for your forgiveness

you know i love you so much, problem is i've hurt my most credible witness

i hope i've given you enough good before to let you forgive me when i'm an ass

you've already given me more then enough to make forever last

i hope you know you've already loosened up most the strain that's on my mind

sometimes i just have flashbacks, and i'm worried that i'll catch the bad luck one more time

this is not your fault, it's nothing that you've done

i hope i haven't ruined us, just promise you won't run

i promise once i'm there everything will be much more clear

it's hard to show you how much i love you when you just aren't here

this is not just the way i feel today

this is the way i feel everytime i've hurt you in any way

and when i think how much i've hurt you in general, over all

and how i could ever hurt you at all

(sorry)

- premature ejaculation | tantra +