2002-02-23 | NUMERO THREE HUNDRED-O

you may never understand my words

but believe me when i say they were all heart felt

even if by you they're never heard

they could make a thousand others hearts melt

you, personally, may never get what i mean

but that doesn't mean that what i feel isn't seen

by those that truly have a feel for these things

and understand what being an artist truly means

i don't know why i care what the non-concerned think

i guess i'd like to have an audience for what i put in ink

i feel i deserve some kind of reward

for taking all my time to present you these words

i don't see what's wrong with making a little dough

it's alot less corporate then the way i make my current cash flow

and lately it seems like someone built a dam

especially because I'm doing alot more then they think I can

but they are of no concern to me either

i will be leaving all of them behind with a fever

they'll still be hot under the collar

long after i'm considered some sort of poor-mans scholar

these people live their lives to complain

and i'm so in touch with the opposite side

thinking about their defiance of having fun, puts stress on my brain

i wish they would let me hide

i try and do my own thing

but they keep on forcing me to answer things they already know

they fool themselves unknowingly

i guess that's just how things go

i'm just happy to know that i'm the bigger man

and i'm leaving them in my dust, and eating my sand

and i'm going to make something of myself

because it's just collecting dust on the shelf

and some people tell me that i'm destined for greatness

i guess the indies and pessimists and cynics will hate this

i'm kind of a snob when it comes to what's good

i know that shit sells, but some shit is good

just 'cuz it's overexposed doesn't mean it sucks

it doesn't mean it's evil if you can buy it used for 5 bucks

you may never get my point, or understand where i come from

but i'm as harmless as they come, so i'm nothing to run from

- premature ejaculation | tantra +