2002-02-18 | I MISS YOUR.........EVERYTHING

i'm glad i didn't experiment

until i experimented with you

i saved it all for you

i tasted all of you

with a virgin tongue

and hands full of love

touched your skin

fingers slid in

so perfectly

i didn't even plan it

i just caressed you

i wasn't trying to test you

i'm glad i didn't come on too strong

i love feeling like i can do no wrong

i felt the perfect time for everything

as it came to me

i didn't have to act on impulse

i felt your body move through me

i wanted to keep using my tongue and mouth

but it felt so good sometimes i just had to cut the middle man out

being inside you was an amazing experience

almost as spiritual as our first kiss

or laying next to each other

or the tears at the airport

or singing you to sleep on the phone

or the fact that i met you in the first place

and that now i wake up un-alone

i could just kiss you forever

among so many other things

i could just watch you smile forever

and live in comfort with the joy that brings

i could just smell your clean skin

and kiss your clean breath

until i'm old and happy, and impervious to pain

i guess i'm ready for death

but i don't want to die without you

there's so much more exploring left

i'm sure we'll die simultaneously, old, and happy

and together we'll get to find out what's next

- premature ejaculation | tantra +