2002-01-20 | MY HONESTY OR MY FINGERS FROM HERE ON OUT

fuck that, try something new

nothing could ever break us in two

people have tried to fracture me in the past

but that negative stuff don't last

i've seen taller walls in front of me, then mere time

i can wait a few years if i have to

but i'm glad i don't

i'll be there in a moment

i love how certain people think they're creating obstacles

only for themselves, with their weak testimonials to themselves

pretending they have it worse then everybody else

i can't complain

i have it better then i could ever dream

just a few months ago, i didn't know where i was going

but i was still greatful for what i had

and now that i have you

i'm even more thankful for what has been laid in my lap

i wish i could be there with you just taking a nap

or watching lame tv shows with no plot

and tasting you and feeling your skin get hot

even though your freezing from the weather

i make you forget when we're together

i'm glad i can be a positive distraction for you

you deserve to be comfortable for once in your life

i wish you could retire early, and i could provide

i wish i already had enough for both of us to just stay in bed all day

i hope when i get the band together, you have time to share it with me

i hope that you're the main source that made the music breathe

you gave my fingers life again

thank god i've got a computer

when i write i forget lots of stuff

when i type, i can break through all the paths that are rough

i only have time to remember what's good

and most of is, just as it always should be

i can't dwell on the what coulds and what might's

i just remember our first night

actually, i remember all that is possible

from the first night i noticed that your heart beat was always audible

i could practically feel it through the screen

and i could always see you looking right back at me

i felt the love coming from your fingers, vibrating through mine from thousands of miles away

through all the hate and impossibilities that tried to shut hope down

i got rid of all my confusion so quickly with you there as my guide

we haven't come to a conclusion, but the transitions been such an interesting ride

it's been so soothing from so early on

i kept waiting for it to not happen

i should've sensed it when i heard it in my sleep

but all that doubt at the beginning, helped prepare me for non-defeat

i never thought i'd have that attitude

i got used to being pessimistic

i didn't care what happened

i just knew something good would happen eventually, if i just kept doubting myself

i know that's a fucked up way to do things

but what else can you do when everything is going wrong?

you just have to wait for that moment when you're due

thank goodness i didn't have to wait longer for you

so concentrate on your life, just don't forget about me

just prepare for my grand entrance, because i'm bringing more then your eyes can see

once i get there, i'm not waiting anymore

i don't care what anyone thinks, i'll just be happy to be finally living my life

i guess you haven't truly lived, until you find out where you belong

i can't wait for the fat lady at the dress rehearsal to sing the swan song

i'll be patient

because i know what i'm waiting for is more then worth it

i've already paid the price, in looking for her

now that she's waiting for me, too, i'm going to get my moneys worth

this is going to work so well for both of us

i apologize for those of you who'll be left off the ride

you did it to yourselves

but we can't wait forever for you to come around

we care first and foremost about each other

and as long as her and i are happy, you should be, too

but if you're not, i'm sorry

there's nothing we can do

we'll already be gone without you

we'll give you a call from the road

- premature ejaculation | tantra +