2001-12-27 | WATING FOR THE SUN (NO LONGER)

these quotes don't have anything to do with what i'm writing in this entry. especially because I don't even know what I'm writing about yet.

Jeffrey Ross to Jeneane Garafalo at Jerry Stillers Friar Clubs Roast. "What was that movie you made with Ben? (Stiller) What was that called Mystery Men? Yeah, that movie was so bad I fired MY agent!"

(I actually enjoyed that movie)

"Love myself better then you, i know it's wrong, but what can i do?"

"If you ever need anything please don't....hesitate to ask someone else first"

this one made me think about stephanie today--

"I love you, I'm not gonna cry, I miss you, I'm not going to cry"

Okay

i'll make up some stuff now

i see you, you're right there

it's not even close to being up in the air

although your spirit may hover above

it's more then clear that your soul is in love

it's here with me lying in my bed

no more going through the day feeling half-dead

no more wondering what's happening next

just waiting for the peices to re-connect

everythings better, but waiting is hard

i'm usually patient, but my heart is too smart

it knows something up, and it's wondering why

if i want to be there so badly why don't i just fly?

if i could glide to you, i'd soar into your door

so you could nurse me back to health, and hold me some more

massage my temples when they feel like they're crushed

put me to sleep gently with a dose of your touch

for 6 years i was lonely, in some ways i'm still

for someone who understands me all the time i would kill

not just my lover, but someone i just know

a friend who puts up with my antics, and knows it's not a show

she understands me like no one, but around her i'm grounded

i want it to be like old times, laughing while we're surrounded

going around talking to strangers, and making them flinch

if everyone had a sense of humor, the world would be a cinch

thank god for my baby, making pretend i'm not crazy

for making me feel comfortable, watching bad tv and being lazy

for staying up late with me, and listening to me snore

for listening to me babble, even if i'm a total bore

i walk around a little stronger now, look people in the eye

i was glad to rediscover recently, my ability to cry

it's fun paying attention to people who care

and being able to blow off people who disgustingly stare

you can pick a support staff, of quality folks

and make fun of those other people with a bunch of inside jokes

the reason they don't get it, is because they take life to safe

to be serious, is to die slowly, to have fun is to wait

sit back and enjoy shit, and be able to laugh

when it seems like the obstacles are taller then a giraffe

i've been guilty of losing it a couple times in my life

but i take what i learn, and help people facing strife

and i never take it out on people who don't deserve it

but i have on some people who did, i'm not perfect

some people need to be shown that they're not that smart

to finally comprehend the brain can control the heart

my mind feels good, so my heart must be fine

hers is beating comfortabally right next to mine

i'll sing to you, make you stay up all night

make you forget your nightmares, and dream of me all night

living in a fog, daydreaming about you

not worrying about a thing, breaking out in different tunes

breaking all the rules

ignoring all the fools

not knowing what to do

just winging it with you

dancing all sloppy

kissing you slow

i ask you if you "copy"

you say "don't you know?"

i'm always on your frequency

you're always loud and clear

your heart is filled with decency

and your smile is full of cheer

i frequently will frequent thee

establishment of you

and show you that theres no place better then deep inside of you

i've walked inside your soul

it's a place you should know

it's as beautiful as everything else about you

i slept using your heart as a pillow

and i couldn't find the cold side

because you're filled with warmth

inside and out

all over

you glow

oh, oh

don't you know

oh, girl, don't you know

i love you so

- premature ejaculation | tantra +