2001-12-09 | HELP

"BLUE"

i was shaking when i met you

now i'm afraid to go anywhere without you

i was so nervous

you made me feel so perfect

now i'm alone again

i know i've got you, but i hate to wait

i'm in a constant state of all kinds of things

misery, depression, sadness, hate, fear, loneliness, shock and more importantly, love

my eyes are so tired

but every once in a while they work up the strength to cry

my heads not right

i just don't know what to do

i want to sleep until i see you again

so i won't know what i've missed

when you cried it killed me

but at least i knew how much you loved me

i cried 3 or 4 times today

and it didn't help much

my lips are dry without yours

my hands don't know what to do

i'm awake but i don't feel like i'm living

sometimes life is so unforgiving

i'm so sad, i'm so tired, i'm so glad i have you, i'm so sad i hve to wait some more to see you

i'm so lonely, i'm so loved, i'm so confused, i'm so completed, i'm so defeated, i'm so sad, i'm so in love with you.... i'm so fortunate i'll be with you forever

i'm just so sad to be without you right now

i was so nervous when we met

you made me feel okay

we just held each other

and it felt so perfect

i'll just have to think of that more

so my head doesn't feel so sore

i'm walking around in a deep sleep

if it wasn't for you, i'd have no inspiration

now i know i have to work hard

so time flies faster, and so life is easier later on

i have your copy of vanity fair

this pen you bought me

the bracelet with our initials

and your smell on my clothes

they all made me almost cry

and they all make me so happy to have a piece of you

the shirt you bought me fits fine

not as good as your hand in mine

i should've smelled you more and breathed you in

so your smell would circulate inside me, and live on my skin

i'll be okay, but i won't be as happy as our first 6 days

i will be when i see you again

i guess i'll have to dream 'til then

- premature ejaculation | tantra +