2001-10-16 | "YOU'RE SMART....AND PRETTY......LIKE A DOLPHIN"
wrote this tonight..... "HOW DID I PULL THIS OFF?" one day i will be tall and i'll be an adult but i'll be the same but you wouldn't have noticed 'cos back then you treated me like shit i was smart when i was young but everyone made me feel dumb when no one believes in you... you tend to follow suit i was in a tribe of one i wasn't that cute, and i still ain't got no loot (thanks, phife) some things have changed even some you're not aware of i started writing about joy and pain and i fell in and out of love so many wrong women passed me by never knowing the potential in my eyes then i ran into her and and said 'hi' never knew a few weeks later my tongue would be tied everytime i think about her i sigh i said i loved others but i must've lied 'cos i've never had it this good before and each day i achieve a little more got a card in the mail today and it smelled like you....well, your perfume it made me feel so close to you i breathe it in and melt into you i know it's just something you wear but i feel a little closer to the things that make me care someday i'll wear your smell on me people will walk by and be envious of me alot of people like me more all of a sudden maybe they just want some of my luck to rub off on them i guess if i had some advice i'd tell you to be patient and never think twice when you're almost sure you've made it just keep being yourself even if no one seems to quite like him someone's probably waiting don't be so bitter that you let it slip through your hands if it feels like 'it', it probably is even if 'it' never happened like this before that's actually a positive sign it means things are good when it blows your mind you expect it to fall apart until you just know her blood flows to your heart eventually theres only you and her that's when you know your visions no longer blurred
- premature ejaculation
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