2001-10-12 | I'LL EITHER MAKE IT COOL TO BE HAPPY, OR ADD TO ITS CHEESE FACTOR
i'm just going to type what comes to mind. okay? my writings are "rightings" my life is like a ufo sighting only weird people know i exist i've been all alone for years, waiting for an assist i was in the end zone waiting but everyone else would rather be sailing sailing by me, on and on it took me 25 years, 'til i finally won i said i've never won anything before she said don't worry, i'll always be yours i thought i'd be sad forever, with no reason until i saw the light, like Cat Stevens she was standing there with a flashlight she was there on my first day and she'll be there on my last night she wasn't there when i was born but she was the one that made life make sense, completely the past was at times hard, but i didn't let it defeat me i feel like i'm at the forefront of love, like arthur lee she makes my heart beat, and she clears up my arteries my writings are "rightings", sincerely stated the memories of my last love are slowly being faded that's good, 'cos it wasn't right all she gave me was 5 years of sleepless nights now i sleep more comfortabally and i can speak freely without stuttering my head doesn't hang, and my shoulders don't slouch and i don't feel guilty about sleeping all day on the couch we'll lounge around all day and watch each other the television will be secondary, like entertainment on big brother i'll never leave you i'll always need you i'll never bleed you hope my love feeds you and keeps you full and your schedule clear for me to come in and be always near hope i don't bore you hope my words floor you in a good way every day is a good day as long as your around how will i ever frown you put me on the ground when you say you need me around i'm glad i was found wish i lived near your town i live in you you are my home i belong to you we'll never be alone except with each other which is the way we want it every one else is a bother give us some space so we can show you how to set the pace take some notes from me and her watch how i look at her face see how i touch her when my hands aren't even there see how when i kiss her i take time to smell her hair see how when i look in her eyes i don't hear you take some of that home to your wife when she's near you give her something to remember while she's at work whether may or december show her that love has it's perks tell you love her at least a thousand times a day hold her when she's crying, so she knows it's okay massage her feet and wash her clean when she's had a bad day cleanse her of her past pain, tell her how good life is today when you're depressed and hurting, focus on her face and the things she tells you, which made you fall in love in the first place even if life sucks, she can make you feel rich you can go through the worst pain, without the slightest twitch she'll make you ignore the things in life that suck she'll make you realize that when you found her, you were the one with all the luck love is fucking awesome, i suggest you find some soon hold on to it tightly, and sleep in with it 'til at least past noon
- premature ejaculation
| tantra + |