2001-07-03 | D*pressionSession

i was watching SESSIONS AT WEST 54TH STREEt today, or whatever it's called. DAVID BYRNE IS A FUCKING WEIRDO....ANYWHO, watching BETH ORTON, AND FOR a short while JOE HENRY (I think?) inspired me. especially beth ortons sad sad songs...i'm not really that happy about the 3 songs that came from having beth orton in the background for 30 minutes, but i felt inspired and wrote these things, so that means SOMETHING right? who knows. just hope you enjoy reading it. live long and prosper...beth orton is great. i love her. if i wasn't in love and i knew famous people i'd definitely be alot more "intrigued" by her.

*DEPRESSION SESSIONS*

WHEN I get down I sink into the ground. Play some bruno and fall back, into the sound. I hear his voice when I think of her....I hear HER voice constantly...I showered and thought of you. Buried my head on my arm against the rail. And sang his songs out loud. While I thought up new songs about us. As much as I am happy, I still get sad. When I hear those sad songs, I don't feel so bad. I feel uncomfortable, like DAVID BYRNE looks...When I feel them looking at me like some dirty red-handed crook. I remember everything, stephanie, you can thank BETH. FOR Reminding me to remember the sound of your breath. Lets "rough it" on the moon, and breathe in each others AIR. there's a certain air about you, so far, so unfair....

~CHORUS~

I want to watch you sing along with one of my songs

i hope it won't take too long

'til I can watch you do everything

won't you do it all with me?~~~~~~~~~~~

I'll just sleep, thinking about you. because i can't live without you. If I can't be without you. I'll just sleep thinking 'bout you. So I can't feel the time slipping away. That I should be spending with you. MXPX said "tomorrows one step closer to life". He stated it perfectly, and concise. (and I concurred) Truth hits me the way I like it, I just add to it. Because tomorrow's one step closer to her...and she is my life...you see how it all comes together? When is enough enough? When is her love overwhelming?....never

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