2004-01-11 | BEING JON PEBBLESTONE

Watching Adaptation., among other things, has got me feeling inspired again. I have to get back to work on my book if I ever want to finish it relatively soon.

Adaptation. is such an inspiring work whether you're an aspiring screenwriter (which is one of the many things I am "aspiring" to be), or you're in a band, or anything creative like that. It makes you remember all the possibilities that are out there for you.

It's a new year, the new season of Curb Your Enthusiasm has just begun, and I can smell the inspiration everywhere. I find inspiration everywhere. In things that make me happy. My girlfriend. Love. Feeling more respected in the work place. Celebrity Poker Showdown. Adaption. Arrested Development. Gambling. Curb Your Enthusiasm. Conan. Lili Taylor. Working nights and not having to wake up early anymore. Patton Oswalt. Swingers. Etc.

I feel like I have a reason to live most of the time. I feel like I'm here for a reason. Like I have something to offer the world. I get depressed sometimes because it's not happening fast enough, but I'm still confident in myself, and know that I'm not just chasing an unattainable dream. I will get there someday.

Please join me.

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