2003-10-01 | LITTLE DISCOURAGE

This entry was supposed to be an amazing review of the Atmosphere concert I attended last Friday, but my gutless computer, who can't stand to see me write well, and will do anything to stop me from being successful, kicked me offline as I was rapping up my long essay.

I really hate this fucking machine. I'm ready to throw it out the goddamn window.

Anyways, not all sucks in the world, becuase my mom sent me some of my CD's last week, and yesterday I received my new Aesop Rock, Atmosphere, Styles of Beyond, and Vast Aire (of Cannibal Ox) CD's in the mail, so now I have some listening pleasure to take care of.

I am fucking discouraged about losing my entry about the concert, and please be patient, as it will take me a couple days to feel inspired to write about it again, because it just feels fucking stilted right now, and I feel like the wind has been taken out of my sails.

The show was kind of a disappointment. I was looking for a life-changing experiense, and eternal inspiration, but it was full of tension, sorrow, turmoil, and underacheivement, among other lame outcomes, from what could've been an amazing event. I'll leave it at that for now.

I have to thank Kalanianaole before I go, for giving me a great compliment the other day. He said that one of the new tracks on the new Atmosphere CD, Seven's Travels, reminded him of my writing style.

Mahalo.

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