2003-06-11 | SCATTEREDAINBRAMAGE

my diary is good.

i'm pretty cool.

Jamie's diary has been amazing lately. She's going to be a celebrity, too, if she's not careful.

No, she does not like Courtney Love.

Yes, I do owe her 20 dollars for the latest Chokebore album.

Yes, I am sorry.

I promise I'll get it done soon, sweetie.

I'm going to be a celebrity some day, too. I should be ashamed of myself. I'm such a shy dude. I'm going to go Cobain on some muthaphuckaz. But I want to get paid for doing something artistic, because I hate "real" jobs, whatever those are.

Stephanie wanted to get a tattoo and a peircing in the last couple weeks.

Should I be ashamed for trying to convince her not to?

It wasn't really that I didn't want her to do it.

I just didn't want her to have to deal with the reactions of her parents, or employers.

Her parents can be a little out-of-touch sometimes.

I had a little car trouble this past week. It's temporarily resolved.

Phew.

Mad props for Stephanie's dad and Jaime (pron.: "hi me") from work for trying to help out, and to Stephanie for the consideration, understanding and the 30 dollars.

Yes, I'm listening to Idlewild right now.

I'm going to be a reluctant celebrity, and love....loathe....like....handle every second of it.

Or not.

Maybe I'll just be a normal guy forever.

Yes, life is pretty damn good right now.

The monthly periodical is almost done being distributed, so I'll be getting my groove on in no time, kid.

I'm so generic, sue me.

I'm going to the Warped Tour in July, mainly to see Atmosphere, but I'm sure I'll have a good time with MOST of the other bands.

I'll bring my doctors coat and charts and graphs, so I can give all those whiny teenagers some Emo-therapy.

I'm going to only be working 3 days a week from now on, starting next week.

I'll be working 2 16 hour days (6am-10pm), and one 8 hour deep night shift. (10pm-6am)

It should be.............interesting? I think it will be pretty fun.

People don't use the word Gnarly much anymore.

I still say "rad" a lot.

On my 4 days off, I will work on my writing, try to get more contributors for my book, try to get published, try to start a band, sleep a lot, knock boots from here to Albuquerque, etc.

Wish me fuck. I mean luck.

Bye.

Peace.

Asalamalekum.

I know I spelled that wrong. But I still mean it, dawg.

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