2003-02-18 | I'M CONTROVERSIAL

One of the things that sucks on a smaller level since "9/11" (that term is one of the other things that sucks) is that every life is now considered sacred.

Everytime somebody dies in a car accident, it's an up to the minute news update on the bottom of Dr. Phil.

Every life is not sacred.

Assholes died in the WTC tragedy.

Wife beaters.

Unfaithful husbands.

Closet pedophiles.

Homophobes.

Racists.

Drug addicts.

Thieves.

There had to be at least one or two of each class of scum that happened to die in there.

Not every person in there was a saint.

Just like in everyday life.

Not every person that gets killed by a drunk driver is a hero.

Dying doesn't make you a hero or a saint, and sometimes it doesn't even make you a victim.

Because in rare cases, those people may have been better off dying, and some of them might have even wanted to die.

Have you ever known someone who treated you like shit the whole time you knew them, and then they die, and all these fake people who barely know them talk about how great they were?

And you're sitting there thinking "I know he died....but he really wasn't a nice person. He was kind of an asshole. I'm sorry he died, but it's the truth. He was a real jerk to me, no matter how much I tried to be nice to him." There was a kid in high school like that who died. And everybody acted like it was the Pope.

It's the whole excuse thing. People think it's okay to be an asshole to half of the people they know, because they're really nice to the people they love.

That's bullshit.

When you die do you want people to have genuine feelings about you, or do you want people who hated you to bottle it up, and the people who kind of didn't like you pretend to like you, or do you want to treat everybody the way they deserve to be treated, and be remembered for that?

That's what I want.

That's why I treat the one's who treat me like shit, the same way, and when I die, I don't give a fuck what they think.

And when they die?

Maybe they're already dead.

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