2003-02-10 | HOW YA' DOIN'?

sometimes I'm so peaceful, that I don't know anything.

I just forget everything for a few minutes.

I sit there with my mouth slightly ajar, and I stare at the ceiling, and it feels good.

I know I look like an idiot, and I feel like an idiot, but I also feel so comfortable.

Other times, I don't know how I am.

But I always say "good", because I'm rarely "bad". And even if I'm bad, I say "good", because bad is never that bad. It'll only get better.

Plus I hate these people who complain when you ask them that question.

All you want is an "okay", or a "good", etc.

But they give you "well, I'm tired of working this job, and my family annoys me, and everything sucks, and I don't want to go to work, and I don't want to go to WAR, and my back hurts, and I once killed a man accidentally, and I'm pregnant with quadruplets, and I had some bad fish for lunch, and todays Days of Our Lives sucked, and I'm jealous because Dr. Phil gave away all these cool prizes on his show, and I wasn't there, and I got the new Nas cd, and he's gone back to his boring ways, plus my best friend just told me she's a lesbian mime, and yesterday I punched my dog in the face for no reason, and he proceeded to bite my cankles, and I have no money to buy the new Insane Korn Bizkit dvd, and my parents just renewed their vows, and I'm not married yet, and my oldest child is in a gang, and I don't have enough money to get the gastric bypass surgery done, and Al Roker seems to become more of an asshole the more weight he loses, and I got kicked out of Disneyland for fondling Goofy, and I got pulled over last week for having a busted tail light, and the cop ended up being a real asshole, and he "treated me like a KING", and I'm just tired all the time lately, and I hate getting up early in the morning, because 11 am is just too early to work, and noon is too early to work, and 5 pm is too early to work, and 7 pm is too late to start work, and I just wanna kill myself sometimes, but then I don't have the guts, but I wish someone would put me out of my misery, and hey....wake up....Wait. Why are you killing yourself? You seemed fine before I started telling you my annoying life story....."

Don't you hate those people?

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