2002-09-14 | MAYBE I SHOULD'VE KEPT THIS ONE TO MYSELF

this is a stupid punk song i wrote long time ago. i was probably trying to copy some punk song i heard. it's probably lame, but i'm not going to hide for it. i wouldn't mind recording it one day, just to see how people would react to it. it would probably depend on how successful i was before hand. you know once you're established, people tend to praise you more for stuff that an unestablished band would get crucified for. but this song is harmless. it's just a dumb, fast punk song.

"IF ONLY I COULD GROW UP I WOULDN'T HAVE TO LOOK DOWN TO YOU FOR GUIDANCE"

if only i could grow up

i'm tired of trying

i think i'm gonna throw up

i'm thinking about suing (you)

'cos you made me exploit my weaknesses

"stop!"..show us your sign

the one that tells us we're not allowed to get close to you

(this is the really dumb part, i.e. the chorus:)

one two, three two, look at me, i have no clue/ five six, seven four, tired of living like a whore/ nine, i hate you, one two, three two....1-2-3-4!

if i could only die

i could stop wishing

on imaginary stars

waiting for a miracle

you turned me into something i swore i'd never be

the people that we hate

we've turned into our enemies

(dumb part a.k.a. chorus)

sitting at home on the sofa

dreaming of you while i watch oprah

how much i want my revenge on you oooh oooh

if only i could grow up, i wouldn't have to worry about your negative influence

- premature ejaculation | tantra +