2002-05-07 | JONNY LOVES SESSE

I wrote this like 3 years ago, while living in Oregon. I was upset at the girls I loved, because none of them knew it, or none of them requitted my love. I should have been upset with myself for not telling any of them, or not being more agressive, and not being so shy and weird around them. It's okay. I have a "main squeeze" now. Wow, that's so JOANIE LOVES CHACHI sounding.

"ALPHA OMEGA, NO WAY"

You all will be sorry someday

That you never gave me a chance

That you never asked me to dance

That you never bothered to spend a minute standing in my pants

You will look back on this and say

"Maybe I should've listened to my instincts,

"Instead of worrying about the consequence"

Every decision you've made has been a wrong one

You will all get yours, somehow, someway

Amanda wasn't correctly equipped

Sunni didn't know how to see

Tiffany never fully understood

All of them were shallow-NO!-empty!

I've got way too much love to give

And it seems so long, without love, to live

And nobody out there wants any bit of it

And when I try to touch them they throw a hissy fit

Brandi is a question mark-the one that got away

May was a spark, but she happened to be gay

Charlotte was too in love with herself, and she's now gay, too

I don't know about Caroline, and I don't know what to do

The only thing that keeps me going sometimes

Is knowing that you'll all be sorry someday

That's not a threat, that's a promise

I'm not being weird, just being honest

Something that none of you know anything about

Honesty, especially with yourselves

The truth shall set you free

The truth should've sent you to me

I still would've been the nice guy

You know what? It's too late, don't bother

You don't deserve me

I'd rather die then fulfill your dreams

Everyone dies by himself

If you really believe that....

Who are you looking for out there?

Are they really out there?

Is your dream really out there?

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