2002-02-25 | TELL ME I SOLD OUT, GO AHEAD
"MIRACULOUS MISCONCEPTION" you sold me things that you didn't believe in you told me things like you were never leavin' you made me believe that i could believe in you you let me have faith even though i was being used you acknowledged that you treated me like shit yet still i have nothing left to show for it i wish that i could find you now to show you how you would've turned out i want to show you that i didn't need you although i wanted you, you wouldn't let me feed you you were afraid that i would make you happy you thought that footsteps were the sound of clapping you belived that everyone would adore you in fact i was the only one who never ignored you i tried so hard to make you feel like something but you treated me like i was nothing you thought that all the "cool" people really liked you you took more advice from the ones who would strike you you'd play games to make sure i was true when that was all i would ever tell you you only said i love you when i bought you stuff i told you were strong but you weren't all that tough you gave up on me when i needed you most and i still believed in you when you were toast when you were in trouble i tried to keep you up when i was thirsty i'd still give you my cup i wasn't perfect, but i treated you like YOU were sometimes i wish that i never knew her that's right it's still so hard to say your name but to you it's just another cute game it'll probably make you want me more you were the one always out for the score you make yourself out to be all evil when you couldn't even hurt a beetle the only way you hurt me was by stomping on my heart treating the best like the worst is your only art i thought you taught me things that they never told you you used to buy things that they never sold you i thought you taught me things that they'd never tell you you used to buy anything they tried to sell you i thought you taught me things that they never told you you used to buy things that they never sold you i thought you told me things that were never taught you i thought you weren't sold, but they always bought you yeah yeah yeah
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